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Assalamualaikum.


Aku bukanlah seorang yang penyabar sebetulnya. Tapi selagi aku boleh sabar, aku sabar. Kesabaran pun ada tahap dia. Aku memang seorang yang pemaaf. Aku tak simpan dendam dekat orang. Tapi aku takkan lupa sampai mati apa yang orang tu buat kat aku. Sekadar ingatan supaya aku tak terlalu percayakan manusia ni lagi.


Apa perasaan kita bila dimalukan di hadapan orang ramai? I don't think i can even speak and that's why i pretend to laugh cause i'm so embarassed. Kadang-kadang kita tak sedar tau apa yang keluar dari mulut kita. Aku faham semua tu spontaneous action. But actually you can still think wisefully before you speak of something. Jangan main sedap mulut je nak cakap pasal keburukan orang. You are no good pun. We are all the same.

Perangai aku pulak, bila aku menyampah aku tak boleh bercakap,pandang atau bergurau dengan orang tu. Sumpah aku tak boleh. Sampai aku rasa aku da okay, baru aku tegur.


Tapi jangan risau. Aku tak simpan dendam. Aku dah luahkan segalanya kat Allah. Aku tau Dia lebih faham diri aku.


Bila kita buka aib orang, dekat akhirat nanti Allah akan buka segala aib yang kita lakukan di dunia.



Allah itu maha adil. Memang aku tak mampu nak balas sesuatu perbuatan yang tak baik, tapi tolong ingat yang Dia mampu buat apa saja. Terutama doa orang yang teraniaya.


:)


Thank You Allah.

Penat

Assalamualaikum.


Hari jumaat baru boleh bersenang lenang nak online. Padahal kerja tetap banyak menimbun dan bersarat. Benciiiiiiiii.


Mingu ni adalah minggu yang sangat stress bagi aku dan kengkawan praktikum. SANGAT. Boleh dikatakan semua cikgu marah kitorang. Ada yang kata kitorang dah besar kepala lah tak berbudi bahasa lah kurang ajar lah malas nak study lah. Sedih gila. Last sem kot sekarang ni. Few months left and we get scolded almost everyday from the lecturers.

But in my opinion memang betul pun apa yang cikgu cakap tu. Bagi pihak aku lah, aku ni memang jenis malas nak study. Sejak azali lagi. Nak exam baru terhegeh-hegeh nak belajar. Pastu tension tak faham and menyesal kenapa study last minute. Padahal kau yang menggatal main-main belajar nak salahkan cikgu ajar tak faham. Perghhhhhhhhh. Loser gila aku ni. T__________T

Tadi kena marah dengan cikgu bio sebab quiz teruk. Pastu bila cikgu suruh explain tak dapat nak explain. Satu kelas kena berdiri. Free free dapat tazkirah kesedaran dari cikgu.




'Awak ingat awak keluar je dari matrik ni nanti, awak dapat masuk u ke? Sory sikit eh. Melambak je yang tak dapat masuk u kat luar tu. Awak ingat sikit mak ayah awak tu. Penat-penat diorang bagi duit makan beanja pakai baju lawa-lawa semua macam ni result yang awak nak bagi? Kalau saya jadi mak ayah awak, saya suruh awak ni berhenti je. Pergi kerja kat kilang-kilang atau pasaraya kat luar tu!'


Semua menunduk.....................


Sentap di hati Tuhan je yang tahu. Tapi biasalah aku ni. Mula-mula je insaf. Tengok ar minggu depan. Pasti kembali ke takuk lama.



Berubah lah suraya! Untuk kehidupan yang lebih maju!

Ketika biologi amali

Bye!

MUET

Assalamualaikum.


To anybody who sat for MUET on last november can already check their result by today. So last night me and the roomies stayed up late to finish our work when suddenly my bed mates screamed that she got band 3. It's thrilled ya know to check the results. I checked mine through sms cause the internet was like very slow last night and this is it

Quite dissapointed with this cause i aimed for band 4 but yeah i'm okay with it. The results are out and nothing can change it. I'm not gonna spent my RM 70 to recheck the paper when i know the chances for the result to change is so tiny. 

At least........I don't have to re-sit for MUET later. As far as i know to graduate from degree you need to have band 3 at least, So yeah, i'm lucky enough. My RM 100 can be spent on something else.

Ya Allahhhhh kenapa asek tulis pasal duit je niiiiiiiiiiiiii. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Cause all i see is shopping. :p

Be thankful and grateful for what you have today and never regret what you've been doing in past. 

Just smile and have no worries :)

Bye people!

Tahun Baru

Assalamualaikum.

Well biasalah permulaan tahun baru sibuk dengar azam baru manusia-manusia. Tidak lupa juga update mereka di facebook dan twitter. Sebenarnya aku malas nak buat azam sebab setakat ni tak pernah menjadi pun. Loserrrrrrrr



Tapi tahun ni dah nak masuk 20. Takkan takde matlamat hidup lagi kot? Hmmm. Pening lah nak fikir. Tak boleh ke kalau hidup ni just go with the flow je.Takpayah susah-susah fikir masa depan.


Semua nak senang kan. Memang takleh survive la aku ni nanti kat dunia luar tu. Azam tahun ni nak cari future husband kott. hahahhahaahaha. Bukannya nak kahwin awal. Tapi kena lah ada someone dulu. I'm so afraid of being call 'andartu' ya know. :p


It's quite hard to find someone good these days. This thinking came across my mind recently. Ahhhhhh. Trouble like always. I read a short article about choosing a partner. Kind of forgot about it but i remember one thing. It says like this 'Kalau kita mendambakan pasangan yang sempurna dan baik setiap masa, macam mana dengan yang kurang sempurna tu?'

That's why there should be pros and cons to build a good relationship. Kalau dua-dua sama tak syok lah kan. Tak adventure.




But never forget to pray you'll get someone who can leads you the way to Jannah. 



Bear in mind that everything has been written. We just got to enjoy this journey and be good to people.



Bye!

Malas

Assalamualaikum.


Inilah padahnya kalau tak fokus bila kuliah. Bila nak buat tutorial atau assignment dah tak gheti nak buat uolsssssssss. T__________T


Bila tak gheti nak buat mulalah tangan menggatal nak online tengok kak taylor swift or mana-mana blog gosip yang terhangat pada masa kini. Benchiiiiiiiiiiii. Aku nak menggedik sikit malam ni.


Kenapalah aku ni suka buat kerja bertangguh? Kan bagus kalau dapat balasan time tu jugak bila ada sifat malas yang degil ni.


2 jam yang pertama.......................

 Selepasnya...................

Camni peghangai berangan nak 4flat?  Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm



Sabtu ni ada merentas desa. Misi kurus. :p

Klah. Mari kembali ke dunia yang nyata. Selamat malam kepada yang membaca.

Bye!

Berseronok

Assalamualaikum.

Got a chance to had fun with girlfriends these past weeks. Yeay! So, last monday i went to a beautiful chinese temple with a friend. Never been there before and luckily this one good friend of mine showed me the place. It's incredibly beautiful i told ya. I was quite hesitated at first to enter the temple thinking of maybe it's a prohibited area. Fortunately, it's not at all. Plus we don't have to pay :p It is actually located at Kampung Broga. Here's the picturesssssssss

And last saturday, we went out to AEON Seremban 2. We watched Prince of the City starred by Aaron Aziz and did some shopping. For the very first time in my life, i watched a movie with only 12 people in the cinema including me. Quite shocked at first but the answer came along with the story. It's quite bored and the storyline is very slow. I have no idea why but it's totally not worth my RM 13 for that day. T_______T

Friends, we will always find a new one. But trust me from time to time you'll look back and said to yourself the old ones are much better as you grow together with them :)

Should be going off now. Works waiting. 

Bye