What I See

Assalamualaikum.

When you have to think twice to accept someone in your life, it's not really love is it?

On the flip side you don't wanna hurt them or yourself but as a matter of fact love is something you get and not something you build on your own.

I've seen this happen and it's not a good thing.

Maybe you would feel left behind to see all your friends hanging out with their loved ones and you're just sitting there watching them enjoying their moments.

But who knows later on your friends will be sitting at your place and watching you creating your own love story.

Well this is life. It's unpredictable.

Quick

Assalamualaikum.

I feel so bad about myself these days. I don't know even know why. God help me.

2014

Salam.

It's 2014 already and here i am continue to write something.Well my last update was on May 2 2013. That is soooo lame. haha. Yeah i'm too lazy to write i guess.It's not really write though, it's TYPE. How can i? == Urghh nevermind.

Representing my first video for this year.Not a full cover because i couldnt recall the lyrics. lol


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xxwvg7OhxdU

i found this picture is so annoying. so i want to put it here.

 Good night world!

KMNS in memory.....

Assalamualaikum.

'Disini jua memori tercipta....walau seketika terjalin kasih kita..mungkin disini kita kan terpisah..kenangan bersama tiada ku lupa'


Budak yang setahun duduk kat matrik pun kemain sedihnya. Inikan aku dan bebudak kelas yang duduk dua tahun kat sana. Ahhh sayu pulak rasa hati. Tapi setiap pertemuan mesti ada perpisahan. Bak kata manusia.

Jom layan gambar

My practicum(2011-2013)

Roomates yang disayangi

One stop centre bersama bedmate.

Kuala pilah ni tak banyak sangat option nak beli barang. Yang dekat dari matrik pun econsave and gedung sri minang je. Tapi sebaik baru-baru ni da bukak giant. Kalau aku nak berjimba dengan kawan pergi karaoke, beli tudung, beli barang kecik-kecik camtu bolehlah. Ohhh ni ada gambar aku dan budak bilik keluar ke pilah.

Ontah apo buek budak duorang ni. Takdo bondo lain ko nak amek gambar. 

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

Riak muka tak puas hati

Farewell party PDT

:')

Selasa (30/5/13)

Selamat tinggal semua. Kenangan terindah pernah aku rasa.

Bye!

Port Dickson!

Assalamualaikum

Title perlu ada tanda seru menandakan excited. Walaupun cerita yang nak ditulis ni sudah agak basi memandangkan ia berlaku pada weekend yang lepas. Tetapi memori-memori yang terpahat di sana takkan pernah aku lupa. *bajet puitis*


Well well well. Pd is one thing yang you guys cannot deny is awesome. But to be with your super good friends at there would be more awesomeness and funnnnn babeyhhhh. *cam tak pernah dengar je perkatan awesomeness tu =,= *


Trip ni last minute je pun actually. A week before nak pergi tu barulah sibuk rancang. Macam-macam masalah jugak yang berlaku. Too bad four of our friends tak pergi pun ngan kitorang. They have seminar to attend at UPM. So, diorang gerak petang tu. But we managed to go jugak :p


The photossssssssssss

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Pagi sebelum gerak ke PD.  Muka happy tapi lapar.

Sesampai di rumah sewa and had lunch

Reached Teluk Kemang after Zuhur. Malangnya baru nak mandi hujan pun turun. Terpaksa tunggu sampai hujan berhenti.

Safety first kidssss!

Before naik banana boat. Forgot to mention there is only one guy in my practicum. So nak tak nak we just dragged him alone with us girls. Hihi.

See our exciting face. haha

Yeahhhhhhhhh

Dijatuhkan di tengah-tengah laut..Scary to death and i drank that salty water many times :(

Will upload much for the next entry.  Got to go now for work. 



Bye!

Penukaran abjad

Assalamualaikum.


Reading the facebook timeline can sometime annoy me very hard. Ya know those kind of people yang suka ubah beberapa abjad dalam satu perkataan ke abjad yang lain. Motif apa?

And if you are reading that in not a good mood you'ell end up cursing them. I really really really have no idea why these people suka sangat ubah2 huruf. Shortform pun dah makin over sekarang ni.

Tadi terbaca status somebody on facebook. I wasn't really reading the status but my eyes were glued to one word 'nunges' and i was like................what is that?????? It took me a second to read again that status and figured that it is another word for nangis.


Ohhh ek? I don't even know what's the point of typing with those weird words. I've seen worst before and cannot remember that words. Still thinking now. I mean are they trying to look cute or just have no reason to do that?


Well maybe it's not a big problem pun and memang tak kacau hidup orang. But i am too curious and i wanna know WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?


I need an answer at least.

I'm so gonna sleep now.


Bye!

Tidur.

Assalamualikum.


Tak tau apa yang berlaku pada aku lately ni. Rasa nak tidur je. Petang tidur(walaupun tidur petang boleh membawa kepada tidak kewarasan akal) tapi aku tetap degil. Malam pun kalau boleh nak tidur awal.

Perghhhh takde life weh camni. T____T

Saat nak habis matrik lah perangai mcam ni. Buntu fikir camne nak hilangkan tabiat yang buruk ni. Huh

Weekend lepas pun balik rumah asek nak tidur je. Ibu pun membebel tak berhenti. Nasib hari sabtu keluar jj dengan dia habiskan baucar. Kalau tak mesti tidur lagi. Hahhhhhhhhhhh kenapaaaaaaaaa :(

Ni pun cuaca tengah baik. Kalau bukan sebab ada presentation research malam ni memang dah atas katil ni.

Berkorban lah sikit wahai diri!

Tiba-tiba imagine tengah lepak-lepak kat sawah padi yang luas. Bestnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Hidup di matrik membuatkan aku terikat dengan baju kurung :)

sedang mendengar lagu die in your arms-justin bieber. jatuh cinta dengan versi akustik dia.


Bye!

Busy

Assalamualaikum.


It's been a very busy and hectic week for me. Dah dua minggu dah including minggu ni cause i actually entered a contest called 'piring hitam' in college. With band mates for sure :) Gonna share the pictures soon but later lahh.  The final is on tuesday and i hope everything will go smoothly as we planned. ;p




Bye!

Pantun sekerat

Assalamualaikum :)



Bila cakap biar beralas,
saya seorang yang sangat malas.


Ohhhh sungguh indah pantun ini kan kawan? ;p

Rasa macam dah pernah guna gambar ni. Hmmmmmm......

Bye!

Kau Yang Terindah

Assalamualaikum.


While i was writing a song, suddenly this song came out from my mouth. Grabbed my camera then make a recording of this song.

I guess besides Taylor, i'm also a huge fan of Alyah. :)


Wrong chords/ lyrics here and there cause i just sang it with no guides.


Here it is

lololol. Towards the ending hancurrrrr.

:p


Bye!

Mid semester break!

Assalamualaikum.


Yeay! Akhirnya cuti jugak. Tak sabar woi nak cuti. Aku nak tidur sepuas-puasnya kat rumah. Minggu ni tak cukup tidur langsung. Dahlah puasa, tak sahur pulak tu.


Can't wait to hang out with girlies and family. Tapi, still ada kerja yang perlu disiapkan selama 12 hari bercuti ni. Menyampah laahhhh wehhhh.


Eh nak tulis lagi sebenarnya tapi nak layan adam hawa dulu lah. :p


Bye!

Sabar

Assalamualaikum.


Aku bukanlah seorang yang penyabar sebetulnya. Tapi selagi aku boleh sabar, aku sabar. Kesabaran pun ada tahap dia. Aku memang seorang yang pemaaf. Aku tak simpan dendam dekat orang. Tapi aku takkan lupa sampai mati apa yang orang tu buat kat aku. Sekadar ingatan supaya aku tak terlalu percayakan manusia ni lagi.


Apa perasaan kita bila dimalukan di hadapan orang ramai? I don't think i can even speak and that's why i pretend to laugh cause i'm so embarassed. Kadang-kadang kita tak sedar tau apa yang keluar dari mulut kita. Aku faham semua tu spontaneous action. But actually you can still think wisefully before you speak of something. Jangan main sedap mulut je nak cakap pasal keburukan orang. You are no good pun. We are all the same.

Perangai aku pulak, bila aku menyampah aku tak boleh bercakap,pandang atau bergurau dengan orang tu. Sumpah aku tak boleh. Sampai aku rasa aku da okay, baru aku tegur.


Tapi jangan risau. Aku tak simpan dendam. Aku dah luahkan segalanya kat Allah. Aku tau Dia lebih faham diri aku.


Bila kita buka aib orang, dekat akhirat nanti Allah akan buka segala aib yang kita lakukan di dunia.



Allah itu maha adil. Memang aku tak mampu nak balas sesuatu perbuatan yang tak baik, tapi tolong ingat yang Dia mampu buat apa saja. Terutama doa orang yang teraniaya.


:)


Thank You Allah.

Penat

Assalamualaikum.


Hari jumaat baru boleh bersenang lenang nak online. Padahal kerja tetap banyak menimbun dan bersarat. Benciiiiiiiii.


Mingu ni adalah minggu yang sangat stress bagi aku dan kengkawan praktikum. SANGAT. Boleh dikatakan semua cikgu marah kitorang. Ada yang kata kitorang dah besar kepala lah tak berbudi bahasa lah kurang ajar lah malas nak study lah. Sedih gila. Last sem kot sekarang ni. Few months left and we get scolded almost everyday from the lecturers.

But in my opinion memang betul pun apa yang cikgu cakap tu. Bagi pihak aku lah, aku ni memang jenis malas nak study. Sejak azali lagi. Nak exam baru terhegeh-hegeh nak belajar. Pastu tension tak faham and menyesal kenapa study last minute. Padahal kau yang menggatal main-main belajar nak salahkan cikgu ajar tak faham. Perghhhhhhhhh. Loser gila aku ni. T__________T

Tadi kena marah dengan cikgu bio sebab quiz teruk. Pastu bila cikgu suruh explain tak dapat nak explain. Satu kelas kena berdiri. Free free dapat tazkirah kesedaran dari cikgu.




'Awak ingat awak keluar je dari matrik ni nanti, awak dapat masuk u ke? Sory sikit eh. Melambak je yang tak dapat masuk u kat luar tu. Awak ingat sikit mak ayah awak tu. Penat-penat diorang bagi duit makan beanja pakai baju lawa-lawa semua macam ni result yang awak nak bagi? Kalau saya jadi mak ayah awak, saya suruh awak ni berhenti je. Pergi kerja kat kilang-kilang atau pasaraya kat luar tu!'


Semua menunduk.....................


Sentap di hati Tuhan je yang tahu. Tapi biasalah aku ni. Mula-mula je insaf. Tengok ar minggu depan. Pasti kembali ke takuk lama.



Berubah lah suraya! Untuk kehidupan yang lebih maju!

Ketika biologi amali

Bye!

MUET

Assalamualaikum.


To anybody who sat for MUET on last november can already check their result by today. So last night me and the roomies stayed up late to finish our work when suddenly my bed mates screamed that she got band 3. It's thrilled ya know to check the results. I checked mine through sms cause the internet was like very slow last night and this is it

Quite dissapointed with this cause i aimed for band 4 but yeah i'm okay with it. The results are out and nothing can change it. I'm not gonna spent my RM 70 to recheck the paper when i know the chances for the result to change is so tiny. 

At least........I don't have to re-sit for MUET later. As far as i know to graduate from degree you need to have band 3 at least, So yeah, i'm lucky enough. My RM 100 can be spent on something else.

Ya Allahhhhh kenapa asek tulis pasal duit je niiiiiiiiiiiiii. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Cause all i see is shopping. :p

Be thankful and grateful for what you have today and never regret what you've been doing in past. 

Just smile and have no worries :)

Bye people!

Tahun Baru

Assalamualaikum.

Well biasalah permulaan tahun baru sibuk dengar azam baru manusia-manusia. Tidak lupa juga update mereka di facebook dan twitter. Sebenarnya aku malas nak buat azam sebab setakat ni tak pernah menjadi pun. Loserrrrrrrr



Tapi tahun ni dah nak masuk 20. Takkan takde matlamat hidup lagi kot? Hmmm. Pening lah nak fikir. Tak boleh ke kalau hidup ni just go with the flow je.Takpayah susah-susah fikir masa depan.


Semua nak senang kan. Memang takleh survive la aku ni nanti kat dunia luar tu. Azam tahun ni nak cari future husband kott. hahahhahaahaha. Bukannya nak kahwin awal. Tapi kena lah ada someone dulu. I'm so afraid of being call 'andartu' ya know. :p


It's quite hard to find someone good these days. This thinking came across my mind recently. Ahhhhhh. Trouble like always. I read a short article about choosing a partner. Kind of forgot about it but i remember one thing. It says like this 'Kalau kita mendambakan pasangan yang sempurna dan baik setiap masa, macam mana dengan yang kurang sempurna tu?'

That's why there should be pros and cons to build a good relationship. Kalau dua-dua sama tak syok lah kan. Tak adventure.




But never forget to pray you'll get someone who can leads you the way to Jannah. 



Bear in mind that everything has been written. We just got to enjoy this journey and be good to people.



Bye!

Malas

Assalamualaikum.


Inilah padahnya kalau tak fokus bila kuliah. Bila nak buat tutorial atau assignment dah tak gheti nak buat uolsssssssss. T__________T


Bila tak gheti nak buat mulalah tangan menggatal nak online tengok kak taylor swift or mana-mana blog gosip yang terhangat pada masa kini. Benchiiiiiiiiiiii. Aku nak menggedik sikit malam ni.


Kenapalah aku ni suka buat kerja bertangguh? Kan bagus kalau dapat balasan time tu jugak bila ada sifat malas yang degil ni.


2 jam yang pertama.......................

 Selepasnya...................

Camni peghangai berangan nak 4flat?  Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm



Sabtu ni ada merentas desa. Misi kurus. :p

Klah. Mari kembali ke dunia yang nyata. Selamat malam kepada yang membaca.

Bye!

Berseronok

Assalamualaikum.

Got a chance to had fun with girlfriends these past weeks. Yeay! So, last monday i went to a beautiful chinese temple with a friend. Never been there before and luckily this one good friend of mine showed me the place. It's incredibly beautiful i told ya. I was quite hesitated at first to enter the temple thinking of maybe it's a prohibited area. Fortunately, it's not at all. Plus we don't have to pay :p It is actually located at Kampung Broga. Here's the picturesssssssss

And last saturday, we went out to AEON Seremban 2. We watched Prince of the City starred by Aaron Aziz and did some shopping. For the very first time in my life, i watched a movie with only 12 people in the cinema including me. Quite shocked at first but the answer came along with the story. It's quite bored and the storyline is very slow. I have no idea why but it's totally not worth my RM 13 for that day. T_______T

Friends, we will always find a new one. But trust me from time to time you'll look back and said to yourself the old ones are much better as you grow together with them :)

Should be going off now. Works waiting. 

Bye

Kenangan lalu

Assalamualaikum.

I'm very sure each of us has our own favourite memory in the past, right? Some might be forgotten but there are still some that will never fade away through years. Being a child once is a gift. Being pampered, loved, cared. We seek attention from people around us. 

Now i'm 19 and when people are talking about their nenek and atuk i am so so jelly of them. Seriously. I used to call my late nenek from my father's as embah. Maybe because they are half javanese. So we called her in such way. She was really really a nice person. I miss her. I really do. 

Rindu nak tidur sebelah dia and dia akan tepuk-tepuk kat tangan or kaki. Sumpah rindu. Sumpah rindu nak borak dengan arwah atuk. Rindu nak main rokok daun dia. Rindu nak borak-borak dengan dia. Aku rasa aku sangat manja dengan diorang masa tu. :(

But i didn't get a chance to meet atuk and nenek belah emak. Masa tu ibu baru mengandungkan aku berapa bulan entah. Tak ingat. Ahhhh sang cemburu dengan orang yang still ada atuk dengan nenek ni. Silalah hargai mereka selagi masih berpeluang.

Moga kita berjumpa disana nanti :) InsyaAllah

Al-FATIHAH untuk arwah.

Bye!

Pening.

Assalamualaikum.


Ketika ini aku sangat stress dengan sesuatu yang aku tak tau. Atau lebih spesifik sesuatu yang undefined. Agak malang hari ini. Tapi aku punya stress agak hilang apabila berjumpa dengan kawan-kawan untuk buat research english.


Curi gila diorang sikit. :p

Tak sabar nak balik rumah jumaat ni. Nak main gitar. :)


Bye!